But what if you’re reading it wrong? It has happened before. It could have happened again. You know how when you started watching a Queen, you thought it was about an innocent, native girl who has always dreamed of getting a perfect life. And how it turned out to actually be a story of a strong independent young women who slowly realizes that the just sky is your limit. And then with a heart break, you lost few emotions which never returned their home.
What if this is like that?
What if you have decided that the climax has taken place and the end credits are about to roll and that you’re the star of a tragic story, but what if it’s actually a story about something else?
What if it’s the story about how you finally break free from the pressure of how you feel?
What if it’s the story about how you finally move on?
What if it’s the story about how you don’t care about being good enough for someone else, because you’re finally good enough for yourself?
What if this is the story about picking yourself up, brushing your knees, looking life in eyes and saying “I’m not a quitter. I’m going to stay. And since I’ll stay no matter what, why don’t I work hard to make this stay worthwhile?” But if you leave now, you won’t stay around to figure out the third act twist. You won’t get to see how Karma works. You’ll just be a minor character in your movie.
And I know, I know this seems too real, too exhausting, too depressing to not seem final. You don’t think you can make the effort to stay another day, read another page figure out if I am right.
What if it’s not gonna end this way? It’s not the climax. What if you don’t quit in the worst condition and you get to make a beautiful climax. What if you still work hard and get results of your efforts. Some days will always be harder than others. But remember after a hurricane comes a rainbow, after a sunset comes a sunrise. Be patient with yourself, you have won many battles but this war will take time. You can be 17 or 78 and still make same mistakes. Try not to punish you yourself over them. You will compare yourself to others, everyone does it, but try to remember someone compares themselves to you too. Be kinder to the thoughts you heard, you are thinking about them for a reason. There will always be that person who you gave your whole heart to and still wasn’t enough. For them. But you will always be enough for yourself. And when all’s said and done, that’s the person you live for. That’s the person you have to impress. Because if it’s still in your mind, it’s still worth the risk. Question yourself that is the reason why all the doors of your life are closed so you can open one the one that leads you to the perfect road.
Wake up, realize your life, realize your work, and realize your capabilities and capacity to love. Work hard and achieve your goal. Create a better world.
It’s not the end. It’s just another beginning, because true love doesn’t ever have a happy ending. Because true love never have any ending. So let this new life begin with all new colours of enthusiasm. Let the world see what you deserve.
-Sagar Zodpe
